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Name: Tori
Birthday: 4/23/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: i like to hang out with friends, go shopping, and living it up! partying 24/7 is effing awesome!, i LOVE SLEEPING 2!I love being me and see how many people actually like me! when people first meet me I kinda...sorta...come off as a bitch but yeah, they like it! haha! yeah! im a great person aint i! JK! but yeah, thats me and my interests!!!
Expertise: NOT COLORGUARD ANYMORE! ITS OUTTA MY LIFE! WHOO HOO!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
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Member Since:
9/27/2004
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| So today is a sad day! Well and last night was a sad night. Last night I was messing around with Mike and seeing if he got any great phone calls from his ex-girlfriend(that he CANNOT stand) and that was around 10:00 or so. Well he texted me back at 11:30 saying "I had a tire blow out and it made me wreak and I totalled my car" OMGOSH! I freaked out! I could not breath. Like my mother had to calm me down. I couldn't catch my breath and SO many things were going through my head at one time! Like what if he would have died? What would I do without talking to him? You know I have been mad at Mike so many times since we've known each other but they are stupid fights and I get over them and we make up! I couldn't believe that this was happening to him. He was in pain and there was nothing for me to do except sit there and talk to him and say if you need something I am always here for you and I am so sorry this had to happen to you. It was scary and it is hard to sleep knowing that a friend like that who has helped you through alot could have died. But today being sad is my friend Jeff left for the Air Force today and the worst thing is he didn't even say goodbye. We have been friends forever(well since 5th grade) and it sucks that he didn't say goodbye to me. Oh well. Maybe I will see him when he comes home in September! I have colorguard clinics tonight and I am not looking forward to it because I am just so down. I need to get out of my house and do something and not think about these things. Well I will talk to all of ya later. | | |
| SO TIRED! I freaking woke up at the crack of dawn and starting cleaning! Pretty smart huh? Im taking a break! HAHA! Lifes been kind of screwed up in a way. Last time I wrote it appeared that Mike and I were getting closer...well...more and more I talk to him the more I can see we are growing apart. Wednesday was Stockdale's graduation and trust me, I bawled because the best senior I know and my best friend left Stockdale for me. So now Im stuck in high school without a real friend I can trust. Well I mean there is one person and she has always been there for me and even though we fought for awhile our friendship has gotten so strong and no one can tear it down(right sarah souffle). I also found out Wednesday I wasn't chosen to be captain for the colorguard team and that kind of came as a bummer. A lot of people thought I had a shot to be captain...but I guess they were wrong. It killed me. I know it isn't something to really cry about, but yeah, I cried and I really didn't care. I am no longer part of the Stockdale colorguard and I think that is a good decision on my part. I know my parents don't want to accept it but oh well. And the whole captain thing is not why I quit. I quit for me, for my pride, and for my life. With colorguard you are stuck in this bubble and have no life. Well I want a life, expecially for my senior year. My friend Stefani is the only reason I will stay in colorguard and that is if she stays at Stockdale, but I know that is highly doubtable right now(sorry stef). Since being out of school I have had a lot of time to think about what I really want in life and you know a lot of things have crossed my mind and colorguard isn't one of them. Knowing that I am going to get to experiance a lot of things my senior year without having to worry about if it is going to get in the way of my colorguard schedule is great. The reason I say Mike and I are growing apart is because he loves Noemi. I know for a fact he loves Noemi. Wednesday night at graduation he showed up, had the nerve to call me and ask him to go with him to find Noemi, and being a good friend I said yes. He showed up down below with a bouqet of flowers. Let me tell ya...it hurt. He broke my heart again! He succeeds at that all the time! When I found out about the whole captain thing I wanted to run to him, but I couldnt. My support blanket was gone because he wants to be with his first love. Let him...thats all I have to say! Im tired of getting hurt and Im tired of having "friends" that say they care when really they don't. Thursday I hung out with Tricia, Masson, and Tyler and I think they made my days a whole lot brighter. Friday night I went and hung out with Tricia and we went and had dinner and looked at hot guys and made this guy really pissed off because I told him I didn't want him. Saturday night I went over to Tricia's and we just kicked it in her house and we were dancing to oldies music. It was so fun and the old people laughed at us! HAHA! Last night I went to the movies with my mom and it was fun because I never go out with my mom and then I came home and stayed here all by myself because they went out to dinner without me. Tricia came over at like 7 and we watch The Fast and the Furious but kept getting interuppted by Mr. Tyler and Mr. Masson. SHEESH! Then they left, Tricia and I finished the movie, she went home and I sat in my room watching TV till 2 and here I am! I was up at freaking 6! 4 hours of sleep! ALWAYS GOOD! haha! I'm gonna go finish cleaning. Ill update later. And life changing...senior year is just around the corner. I have so many things to do and so little time. So many friends but that one true one that I absolutely love. Congratulations class of 2005. IM GONNA MISS U! | | |
| BEST FREAKING WEEKEND EVER!!! Saturday night I spent the night at Tricia's house! So fun! LOL! I went over there at like 8ish and hung out with her and Jason and watched some wrestling thing that Jason and "Mr. Happypants"(chris) made in 2001. Then we took him home at like 8:30 and were totally excited because we would get to go back to her house and party like no other baby! lol! So I had called Mike just to see what he was up to and see if he wanted to hang out and so he called me back like at 9:20 and said he was on his way over to Tricia's house. I was totally excited. So he got to her house at like 9:30 and said he was only going to hang out for like an hour. Tricia was talking on the computer and he got one and told Jacel that he wanted him...but Mike was acting as Tricia...lol (sorry boys, mike isnt gay). Mike and I hung out in the living room and watched cartoons for a while and then went out back and hung out there. Well Tricia came out a little tipsy and was all excited because Jacel was going to come over and hang out with the three of us. Over all Tricia had a great night that night! After the guys left, which was at 1:30 in the morning, Tricia and I went to Denny's and damn that place is hella busy at 2:00 in the morning. Then last night! HAHAHA! So much fun again but with completely different people! I went and hung out with my cousin Andrew, his NEW GF Kim, and his friends Pete and Tyler. ANDREW, PETE, AND TYLER got drunk off their ass! It was HILARIOUS! But I had so much fun this weekend. Like I loved it! I want it to happen again! Which it will shortly! JUNE 18th-20th BABY! MY PARENTS ARE LEAVING TOWN! YES! | | |
| HOLY CRAP! Only 10 more days of school! I AM SOO FREAKING EXCITED! But sad too...SARAH....like my bestest friend EVER is leaving me... I'm going into my senior year without her next year and that is going to really suck. I mean yeah, I have other friends, but none like Sarah. She has ALWAYS been there for me and I'm always going to be there for her. ANYWAYS! Haven't been going to school for the past two days! Been way busy with PEOPLE...(no names ) I push so many people out of my life. I guess I am like if I dont like you that day dont even try to approch me because I am going be such a MAJOR bitch towards you. I AM SUCH A BITCH! And you know I say I am going to change but I NEVER WILL! So HAHAHA BITCHES! lol! OMGOSH! My group for colorguard is going to drive me INSANE!!! They dont do a damn thing! It is me and Stefani that do EVERYTHING!!! AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok! Nap time! lol! Then homework to make-up  gross!!!!! Have a great day!!! | | |
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Yay for my friends! Oh they have changed a lot too! Im not friends with alot of them! 